Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 3:47 PM
i
can sense that.
i don't really tink i know what is happening.
assumptions, over-reacting, wild thoughts, impatient, easily frustrated...
what is happening to me?
its not girl's problems. (stop making these kind of guesses!)
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sometimes... i tink my feelings are trustable.
i might be wrong this time round.
i tink i've made up my decision.
but i dun blame myself if i change my mind again.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 8:42 PM
today was okay.
except for english.
it is_______.
music,science,recess,maths,chinese & eng.
mdm lim didn't come for maths.
once in a lifetime.
jkjk.
i dont want to mention bout eng.
i dun blame mdm rohana, i blame perdenver!
after school got c.o.
rachel planned her notice board den waited for me with yz.
went home tgt.
u better stop teaching me how to grow up.
i know how to grow up & i know i'm doing it right.
if u tink u can control me, den u are wrong.
& stop calling me a baby!
u tink it is easy to bring up a child? u can try that.
stop bad-mouthing her as if all of this is her fault.
she tried her best, and so what if u went to university?
u just prove to me that not all university people are really educated in thier mind.
stop ranting off about her infront of me, i'm sick of it!
u know that u can never replace her & yet u are still doing all this sort of things.
stop bad-mouthing me infront of him too.
u know i can hear it, & yet u still continue as if nobody is listening.
& i dun care if he sees this.
i just want to say what i feel.
u made me mad the 1st few times. but this time, u successfully made me furious!
Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 8:20 PM
i was reading the past blog entries.
some was sad.
but most of it was about the fun stuffs that happened.
the 2 escape trips,
the sakura trips,
1st time going far east trip,
science centre trips,
2.4km napfa tests,
hongkong trip,
like kcx & irritated kailin alot of times because of that,
those fun lessons,
& those random posts.
still rmb the old times.
so much fun...
i still rmb i've created these stupid sentences;;
darlie-dentist are really lousy in explaining
champ-cheerful,happy and merry people.
bubble-bubbling uranus bumps bubbling LA eventually.
tmnt(teenage mutant ninja turtles)-teenage mother nvr thinks.
towel- temporary object which evaporates liquid.
i feel like going escape again.
LETS GO THERE TOGETHER SOMEDAY!!
Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 9:14 PM
back from JP.
super disppointing.
planning to watch 'red cliff' at 8pm.
but left the 1st 3 rows.
den nvr watch.
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went dinner, buy bubble tea, popular...
den went home.
not long after i reach home, my sis & aunt called to ask someone to go down carry things.
cause they went to "giant"
when they enter the hse, my grandma say "wahh! u all bring half of the giant back home arh?"
then everybody started laughing.
^^
@ 2:34 PM
How are you feeling today?
Keep the Faith - Kat-tun
Will you get far in life?
泪 - Mi Lu Bing
How do your friends see you?
If Cupid Had A Heart - Selena Gomez
Will you get married?
Agent J - Jolin Tsai
What is your best friend's theme song?
S.O.S - Jonas Brothers
What is the story of your life?
聽袁惟仁彈吉他 - S.H.E.
What was high school like?
放牛party - zhang jia wei
How can you get ahead in life?
We got the party with us - Hannah montana & Jonas Brothers
What is the best thing about your friends?
Miracles Happen - Myra
What is today going to be like?
斗牛要不要 - Tank
What is in store for this weekend?
七彩棒棒堂 - 棒棒堂
What song describes you?
Hare Hare Yukai
To describe your grandparents?
Rose - Anna Tsuchiya
How is your life going?
Nanairo Ashita - BoA
What song will they play at your funeral?
Careful with words - Aly & AJ
How does the world see you?
Soba Ni Iru Ne - Thelma Aoyama
Will you have a happy life?
Wang Zi - Nicholas
What do your friends really think of you?
謝謝你的溫柔 - S.H.E. & Fahrenheit
Do people secretly lust after you?
Okaeri - Ayaka
How can I make myself happy?
来不及 - Hebe
What should you do with your life?
Nobody's perfect - Hannah montana
Will you ever have children?
鬼混 - Xiao Gui
(I guess my answers are not funny either.
Except for the funeral one.)
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 4:21 PM
*inside joke with rachel*
pretty lovely day today
pretty.pretty except that i've regreted doing something
pretty.
pretty the day started out with science
pretty.
pretty doing the usual electricity chap
pretty.
pretty ><
pretty.
pretty den hist
pretty.
pretty me & rachel were super high during this lesson
pretty.
pretty we kept laughing
pretty.
pretty after so long...
prettypretty this is the 1st day i laughed until so hard [that my side ached & tears were involved too]
pretty.
pretty i forgotten when was the last day that i was laughing so hard
pretty.
pretty i started laughing when ms tan started with the word "vunerable"
pretty.
pretty after that, recess
pretty.
pretty as usual, nth much
pretty.
pretty & as usual, kailin was finding 'shuai' guys
pretty.
pretty ==
prettypretty cause some ngee ann poly ppl came
pretty.
pretty pc lesson, went phototaking
pretty.
pretty pamela borrowed my tie
pretty.
pretty soon after, art
pretty.
pretty someone, wanted to borrow tie
pretty.
pretty now i regreted lending pamela my tie
pretty.
pretty TT
prettypretty den maths again
pretty.
pretty ><
prettypretty same old 3D stuffs
pretty.
pretty hard
pretty.
HA! Rachel, beat my 27 lines of
pretty = 54
pretties.
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 6:00 PM
things turn out the way i wanted it to be.
but i still feel suffocated.
something doesn't seemed right
@ 5:21 PM
random shows nvr fails to cheer me up.
randomness.
@ 8:35 AM
yesterdayPE- did standing board jump & frisbees.
HIST- *boredom*
Recess- don't feel like changing to uni.
ENG- did the compre "test" (which can be brought home to complete it ><)
I.T.- Rach was super high & i was waiting for vera's sms.
VERA CAME!!
finally...
went out after school.
went to zy hse to change 1st.
den both of us were late.
=X
a china guy keep sms-ing/calling kailin on her phone.
kailin got reply his sms.
but when he called, we keep pranking him.
-1st i answered, den i tell him wrong no.
-2nd time rachel answered, also tell him wrong no.
-3rd time vera answered, she say until very funny.
-4th time ziyan answered half way den pass to me.
i tell him i'm kailin mum, den bluff him kailin is bathing.
-5th time i answered, i tell him i'm kailin's mum.
den bluff him say kailin is doing facial, cannot talk.
hahas...
we actually got alot of idea.
but nvr used. ><
rach was
super high at yuki-yaki.
duno wads got into her xD
when me & kailin is taking out the food from the foil,
she keep telling gerald that me & kailin very slow, but she nvr help.
hahas...
she say until very funny.
den went home.
reached home @ 10.40pm.
was feeling quite down.
but when i recall all the funny things rachel did ytd,
i was laughing to myself.
=X
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 6:56 PM
Music
-Stuck with the project.
-& i realised the computer i used doesn't have a O: drive.
Science
-another test. stucked!
Recess
-the uncle came back!
Maths
-swapped places with kailin
-& got 'scolded' by mrs lim.
Chinese
-duno why teacher today so "cold"
English
-At com lab 3 for 2/3 of the period.
-doing some NE survey.
since rachel likes breaking my codes,
she should try this one.
*just re-arrange the alphabets would be enough*
jstu enhw i cdddeei ot adiov ouy adn rty ot efgort ouy.
ouy ekpt aaeginppr otu fo no eehrw.
ehnw i adentw ot ees ouy...
eehrw eerw ouy?
Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 7:51 AM
just had a great news from vera.
& i'm so excited now.
Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 9:51 PM
basically, i'm doing this because i'm bored.
even the comics recommended by rachel can't cure my boredom.
and i didn't want to disappoint kailin ;D
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1.) What does your URL mean?
- Sarcastism smiles?
3) How many tags do you have?
- Surely more than 1.
4) What's your current relationship status?
- Single yet unavailable =X
5) Are you happy today?
- Quite. but somethings just didn't happen
6) Who will cut and paste this first?
- Maybe no one will even cut & paste this.
7) Someone with the same birthday as you?
- not 1 i know. but surely there is someone. cause 5 ppl are born in just 1 sec. (as seen in the geog TB)
8) Are you mean?
- When i'm moody
9) Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
- yup. when i was pri. 6
10) Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
- nah. i'm unique!
11) Current song you're listening?
- HareHareYukai Dance song.
12) Is your birthday on a holiday?
- Nope.
13) Have you ever been rushed to the emergency room?
- Not quite.
14) Person who texted you.
- Rachel.
15) Talk on the phone.
- Kailin.
16) Last person you hugged?
- Ziyan. Today after school. A teacher was looking =X
17) Person you text a msg?
- Not sure.
18) Last song you heard?
- The opening song for Zack&Cody.
19) What are you doing right now?
- Typing this out.
20) Tonight.
- Its already night.
22) What did you have for lunch?
- ehh...
TOMORROW
23) Got any plans?
- Some streaming talk.
24) Dislikes about tomorrow.
- the streaming talk
25) Do you have to work?
- nope. but i want to.
CURRENTLY
26) Thinking about someone.
- yup, "thank you"
27) Missing someone.
- yup & he is the same person i'm thinking about.
28) Current mood.
- Laughing=happy. Watching Zack&Cody.
30) Are you listening to music?
- Not now.
32) What were you doing at noon today?
- Having I.T. lesson.
33) Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
- Nope.
34) Ever wanted to be a teacher?
- When i was young.
35) Forgive people?
- Depends.
37) What do your cousins call you?
- Sharon.
38) Has anyone ever told you they like you more than a friend?
- err...yarh. indirectly.
39) Name one cute celebrity.
- Erika Toda.
41) Favorite ice-cream?
- Anything but Durian.
42) Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
- Yups.
43) What's the weirdest thing you've heated up in the microwave?
- bread? it turned out as hard as a rock,except dat its edible.
44) Do you fall for people easily?
- depends.
45) Has anyone disappointed you recently?
- yup. i'm still in the midst of the disppointment.
46) Do best friends support you no matter what?
- depends on what i'm doing. i guess they won't support me in taking drugs,smoking,commit suiciding...? Or do they?
47) Any plans next summer?
- ehh..
Name 8 people who you want them to do this :
1) Kailin (did)
2) Yiqun
3)Rachel (i doubt so)
4)Vera
5) myself.
6)myself..
7)myself...
8)those who want to do.
back to watching Zack&Cody lerh.
@ 9:38 PM
well, now i cant wait for the 'twilight' movie.
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the book is
greatthe official site for the movie:
http://twilightthemovie.com/
@ 6:09 PM
PE -most fun lesson today.
Hist
-was reading "twilight"
throughout.
-didn't even bother to do my work.
Recess
-still cant get over the poster-i-did-during-i.t.-lesson-was-posted-up-in-the-canteen incident
English
-half of the lesson was at hall
-read twilight for the another half of the lesson
I.T.
-did some photoshop thing as usual.
-reading twilight too while com is loading stuffs.
overall, TWILIGHT is a very nice book.
& some teachers can be such a bitch.
Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 3:11 PM
today is better den i expected :D
i thot dat i will hate today.
the time before school didn't started out very well.
somehow, i felt uneasy today morning.
& i didn't like d&t today...
the best part of today started after recess.
:D
MT, no teacher = NOISY class & usage of phones.
ENG, i love the unluckily & luckily creating-story part, & the poem part (funny!)
MATHS, funny! but i forgotten all the jokes...
after school, went lunch with zy,ch,jh,yanni & yq.
i didn't talk much during the trip.
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*rachel & kailin can come & ask me*
well, tried reading 'twilight'.
*i know i'm slow ==*
quite nice.
but i only on the starting.
i tink i will like the book.
Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 10:08 PM
going to library with some 2a people tmr.
i doubt we will study,
cause even the guys are going...
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Friday, July 4, 2008 @ 10:04 PM
watching Zack & Cody now.
hilarious!
i've been waiting for him to online.
but when he is onlined, i duno wad to say...
=X
@ 6:16 PM
well, quite fun day today.
'thank you' kept walking past today :D
& kailin kept singing. ><
today until 12.30pm only.
short day.